good morning!ohaiyo gozaimasu!annyeonghaseyo!selamat pagi cinta!
wah. pagi-pagi lagi tajuk dah hot. sesuai la ngan cuaca ais kt cni. brrrr~ cejuk! ujan tak benti dr smlm.
ya Allah,moga-moga ini adalah hujan rahmat. bukan hujan bala dariMu ya Allah. amin. *tlg aminkn jugak ye*
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harini saya cuba senyum selebar yg bole. walaupun hati mendidih mcm air menggelegak! hahahahaha... nak tau sebab musababnye? here we go on the list!
1 - why?
smlm dan hari sebelumnya saya skype ngan cik abg syg. hati gembira bagai dipalu. cewah. dupdapdupdap. perasaan tu saling tak ubah sama sprti mase ktorg mula-mula kenal dulu. seems like i've found the lost time space of one year ago. when i shudn't leave his side before. therefore, saya mimpikan dia.
2 - when?
saya xbole nak agak la pukul berapa *datuk harimau* saya mula mimpi. tp yg jelas, saya lelap lam jam 2pagi. dan t'sedar jam 345pagi. 12122011.
3 - who?
ishk. tanye lagi sape. lumpy tol la. mesti la cik abg saya. Muhammad Najib bin Mohamad Supian. hehehehe. siap bagi name penuh lagi. lau tak kenal, try la search kt pakcik google. mesti ade. dia artis tau! nk tgk gmbr? ade. lam purse. heh!
4 - what?
apa jadi lam mimpi tu? eyyy, mne bole gtau. secret. hahahaha! bukan mimpi basah tau even kat cni ujan tak henti-henti. nonono! just, dia hadir lam mimpi saya. exactly same like 21feb2010. wearing all black. smart looking guy with sweet smile. he take my hand. more like he hold my hand. tightly. nak lintas jalan je. hehehe. risau tol kot saya xdpt nk lintas. on that time, my chest feel like bursting out coz debaran yg melampau. but this time, we did not lepaking at stall but some nice and cosy restaurant with romantik candle light dinner. ngee~ he pull out the chair for me. and we sit facing each other while holding hand. seems like the restaurant only exclusive for us. he stares at me. and i stares him back. i can see in his eyes the lovey dovey he feels for me. but i also notice that he's hurt becoz of loving me. we didn't say anything. just sharing our thought thru eyes. i mouth silently saying "i love you" but he keep staring at me with teary eyes. then he replied "i'm sorry my love". i wrinkle my face. asking him why must he say sorry instead of "i love u more" like we always says before. he then just shook his head and replied in deep voice. "chuk, i'm sorry for loving you and moreover i'm sorry for i may hurt you after this. i've made my stand. you're my past. and i do love you till now. but out there, there's a girl who love me more than you do. she cares for me when you're not around. she makes me happy when you only make me hurt. she can give anything that you can't. she doesn't have any problem with my family in term of political issue like yours. she support my theater activity. most importantly, she's here beside me when my life is upside down. eventhough at first i didn't have 'that' feeling with her, but later on my heart just grow fonder to her. me myself start to like her more than you. i keep comparing her between you and she's better in many ways than you. everything says that she's way more better than you. and i know, she won't hurt me like you do. i will love her and i will love only her for the rest of my life. you're just not in dictionary of my life anymore. instead of choose you who have hurt me much more before, which i'm not sure if u will repeat it again, i'm rather willing to take her and make her as my queen as long as i live here. i'm sorry chuk."
4 - how?
how did the story end? what did i replied to him? let it be my secret. hahaha. but the story didn't end. saya terjaga dr tido tepat jam 345pagi. kekekeke. with tears and sweat. if tears tu, tau la nape. tp sweat tu, mcm berlari kt highway 1km. hahaha.
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there we go. dah tau la kan nape tajuk cmtu? hehehe. tajuk cam gempak tp sentap. thats all from me. dh smyg subuh ni tak dapat tido lak. takut mimpi yg sama continued. hahaha. celaka! eh, not you. me la yg celaka. sbb bole reka mimpi cmtu. well, can't blame me at all. its bcoz abg xreti nk berlakon ngan chuk. heh! asik bikin kantoi je. mcm sengaje je nak sakitkan hati chuk. kbye!
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