eh eh eh?

Jika kamu mencintai dua orang, 

pilihlah yang kedua kerana jika kamu memilih yang pertama,

kamu tidak akan jatuh cinta pada yang kedua.

 

 

niceee!

student life! welcome again~~

its sweet!

its fab!

but its hard!!!

classes start at 8am every day execpt for thursday where i dont have any class at all... duhh!

bgun awl pagi but then blk bilik bile langit da gelap!

ohmaigad...!!

lovely seeing my friends..love them all..

eventhough i heard that there are lot of them wanting to quit..

*sigggggghhhhhh*

i found my place here.. at last!!

my culture club start doing something great..

i'll update u later on..

then, i got request from my other friend to participate in upcoming activities from MPP..

they got their eyes on me..

only because i've done well organizing an event last sem!

wallah!!

all in all, i'm doing great here..

but still wondering a bit..

still unclear but i think its over..

i have to be realistic!

until then, taking care all..

salam!

macam-macam lah!

pabila tiada kata yg mampu diucapkn utk menggambarkn perasaan diri..
haish..tapaham aku ape yg ko nk!
ko nk salahkn ak? go ahead.. ak da xnk kesah ape2 lg da..
mmg selame ni ko mmg xnk jage ati ak kn?
ko fkir ko je yg nk happy.. ak? ade ko kesah?
ak diam, ak tggu, ak perhatikan.
tp itu xbermakna hati ak xsakit.. sakit sgt tau x?!
dan bile kesakitan itu melampaui had yg ak bole tanggung, ak give up..
ak xsekuat perempuan itu.. dan aku adalah aku..
biarlah ak pergi.. mencari ketenangan dengan insan yg bole terima ak..
kalau ade lah.. mungkin ade tp ak xpernah nk buka ati ak..
skang, ak xkesah sape2 lg da..
ko bole bahagia. so do i..

*mencari kumbang yg bole terima bunga kelayuan*

oke. i'm done!

terima kasih daun keladi.

kerana buat saya begini.

jangan pernah menyalahkan diri.

kerana saya layak menangis sendiri.

moga-moga bahagia. tiada kata-kata yg mmpu diucapkan.

hanya bole senyum dalam sendu.

saya mengundur diri.

assalamu'alaikum.

hah! ini makan nye!

ohmai!

sila bersabar ye.

sy tau pic itu sgt besar.

hahahaha!

tersilap suda.

len kali bru dpt tuka.

ishk, nk my lappy back!

i can see thru u.

its been days.

since u last texting me.

its been days.

since you last call me.

its been days.

since you last says you miss me.

its been days.

since you last says you love me.

its been days.

since you last share your happy moment.

its been days.

since you last updating about your whereabout.

its been days.

since you last chit-chatting with me.

its been days.

since you last take care about me.

its been days.

since you last spare your time for me.

its been days.

since you last checking-up on me.

its been days.

since you last being friendly with me.

its been days.

since you last remember me.

its been days.

since you last lovey-dovey with me.

its been days.

since you last being sincere with me.

and its been days.

since you last actually love me.

najib, i can see through you.

jawapan sepucuk surat

enak aku bersandar,
dicelahan kotak-kotak yang tersusun dibenak pemikiran,
di halaman,
terdengar kokokan si jantan dan derunya si manja,
di bumbung.
menyusun bait-bait kata,
hanya untuk menyelesaikan satu kerisauan,
berdetap-detap dipaluan hati,
kerana merasa titisan tangisan,
setelah puas ku bacakan sepucuk surat,
dari sang mawar.

aku sentiasa tahu,
kau merasakan bahawa aku jawapan dari doa mu,
kau menganggapku satu seruan dalam semangat dirimu,
kau mahukan detik berlalu dengan ada petahan kata ku,

sejarah tuah mengajar aku,
tidak ada sumpah terlaksana,
tanpa ada setia,
tidak ada janji,
jika depannya masa masih lagi diulit misteri.

kala nya,
kau harus sedar,
aku itu bukan aku,
aku itu bukan warna pada kau,
aku hanya perindu biasa,
hanya berpegang pada masa,
tanpa ada pegangan yang dirasa.

aku,
hanya mampu berkata,
ampun tidak aku relakan,
kerana salah yang tidak langsung menjenguk,
dari mawar yang tidak langsung aku lupa.

kerana kita adalah sama.

-muhammad najib bin mohamad supian-

*jumpe ini lam kotak memori*